Autumn Eyes

the eyes are what we first see, theyre what we first see with, its what almost EVERYONE is attracted to. the eyes are our way into life. the world. everything, everyone, would be nothing without our way to light. and none are the same. almost like finger prints. but you have to catch all eyes in the sun rays to see the true uniqueness. the only types ive encountered are ocean eyes, which one could swim in for days, like they are an explosion of all shades of blue, and even a few hints of green, thats why they call it getting lost at sea, :) or perhaps eyes of a tree, like theyre mostly dark brown with hints of lighter brown swimming through them. now ive mostly recently found a guy with autumn eyes, which is the best way i could describe them when i think or look or talk about them. he has predominantly green eyes, at first glance in standard fluorescent lighting, but in the rays, theyre green with flecks of orange flicked through the green, them close to the pupil theyre almost light brown with different shades of yellow orange and red in them, its a truely amazing site to stare into. :) and some people dont really get it when i say "Autumn Eyes" but you have to see it to believe it. like santa clause, but only not really. :)

FREEDOM, to be

Reading between the lines? Nah, i read the whole book, i know the whole plot. all of us do it. we all skip around in books just so we kind of get the jist of it. but do people do that with more than books? hell yeah they do. people look between people, see what the want, think what they want. so they only get the jist of people. thats so dumb that people can do that, as civilized as we are, i mean really? weve come freaking over 2000 years, and we still are looking between people, still fighting, at war, still judging. when in the hell will this ever stop? never. people dont have the courage to do SO many things. no courage to say how they feel, live with love, do things they actually want to do, take a risk. all truely want is peace. what more could anyone want. its just too much. everything is. some people cover what they feel because they have no courage, theyre too scared to simply be. no ones awake. at least not fully.

No Hesitations to Legally Get High?

Well, its not a new phenomenon. its been around since my parents generations and people before them, they just didnt know anything about it. people use marijuana to enhance things, to get high, to be theyre social primitive selves, to be curious, to experience something new. Theres ways to alter reality without ingesting plants. I doser? its music, sound waves that apparently get you high. I did some research and read about it. even listened to the weed one and the quick happy one. just close your eyes, without distractions. i listened to the entire weed one and it didnt really do that much. i felt like it made my REM go in a pattern, if thats the effect of what theyre giving us, then way to trip over yourself. its not exciting. it just sounds like those relaxing animal noises or ambient waves that people listen to when they sleep. but kids think that this does things to them. the mind believes what you tell it to. if you want to believe these noises effect you, then they do. the body responds to what you think. if thats the case, allow me to sit outside and listen to the sounds of pungo. ill get high off nature. music itself, not ambient sounds, can alter your mood. just do that. its cheaper and less sketchy. and people wont think your faking it.